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more.thoughts
well...haha since this entry is being typed at grandmas house no one has to worry about not being able to read my pita because theres a working space bar here!..haha!.. anyways... disregard my last entry...because i'm too lazy to delete it...most of that is no longer applicable... i'm completely normal now, and even this sappy love song i'm listening to can't bring me down... yippie!... i bought a bathing suit today...(eek!)... its very.. well bathing-suit-like.. which isn't exactly my favorite attire, on the grounds of it makes me feel(and prolly look) naked...but for a swimsuit i think it will work nicely...enough..dumd entry.. time to go... adios!

thoughts
i'm.not.sure.what.to.say...i'm.not.sure.that.everythings.sunk. in.yet.dave.and.i.are.just.friends.now;.there.is.no.more.dave. and.jen.together....there.is.only.dave.and.his.friend.jen.... and.though.it.is.for.the.better.and.i.do.not.regret.anything. it.will.take.time.to.go.back.to."normal"....what.is.normal.. my.feelings.have.not.changed.about.him.so.i'm.not.sure.how.to. go.about.being.friends...how.do.you.pretend.like.theres.not..a. thing.wrong.but.inside.you.know.things.are.different... i.know.it.will.go.back.to.normal.soon.and.memories.from.past.2.months.will.fade..but.i.can't.help.thinking.about.it.constantly. i'm.glad.we.did.not.wait.forever.to.brek.things.off.though... becuase.i.know.from.experience.that.just.makes.things.worse. don't.get.me.wrong.i'm.not.unhappy.or.depressed.over.a.relationship. becuase.thats.not.something.i.do...i've.just.gotta.adjust... which.i.take.pride.in.doing.fairly.well...so.things.will.work. out.i.do.not.doubt.in.fact.i'm.actually.having.a.fairly.decent. day...and.i'm.singing.at.the.top.of.my.lungs.so.i'm.content. -peace-

nothingness
i.really.don't.have.much.to.say.except.that.i'm.so.ready.for .track.season.to.be.over.....i.really.dont.care.if.i.get.any .better.or.not....its.jsut.not.important.to.me.anymore... i've.moved.on.to.better.things...don't.ask.waht.they.are... i.haven't.figured.that.one.out.yet) I'm.learning."Hero".on.piano....thats.a.lot.of.fun...its.not .too.hard,but.but.it.sounds.pretty...so.i'm.happy...and.happy meerkat.is.a.very.good.thing....I.bought.new.trainers,.so. hopefully.my.shins.will.start.to.feel.better.soon...they.feel. a.little.better.already.so.thats.a.good.sign. well...signing.up.for.classes.is.a.challenge.as.usual..more.about.that.later.evil.lady.says.get.off -mk

just.another.survey
what.can.i.say.....i.have.no.life.except.to.fill.out.strange,pointless surveys.like.this.one.that.aren't.even.interesting.
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i've.been.so.moody.lately.i.don't.know.what.to.do.with.myself.its.like.ever.since.i.came. back.from.cali.everyone.annoys.me,.and.ijust.want.to.run. away.from.it.all.... well.no.maybe.it.isn't.so.much.that.people.annoy.me.but.that.i.have.grown.up.a.bit i.think.that.for.me,.cali.was.like.a.time.to.get.all.the.immaturity.out.of.me.... but.what.i.can't.understand.is.that.if.i'm.supposed.to.feel. older,.why.am.i.still.hurt.when.people.don't.seem.to.care.about.me... granted.i.have.gotten.to.the.point.where.my.family.problems.don't.bother.me,. and.i.can.forget.about.my.anger.without.a.second.thought...i.have.learned.not.to.expect.anything.from.anyone. that.way.when.they.let.me.down.i.won't.be.dissapointed....but.the.trouble.is.that.thinking. with.that.mentality.has.made.me.emotionally.detached.and.i.don't.feel.anything.anymore... with.the.excpetion.of.being.with.dave,.nothing.has.any.affect. on.me.anymore....i'm.drifting.apart.from.my.friends.because. i.don't.talk.to.them.like.i.used.to....i.just.don't.feel.like. doing.anything.anymore.i.don't.want.to.run.i.don't.want.to. study.i.don't.care.i.don't.feel...i.simply.exist it's.like.i'm.a.rock.at.the.beach.with.waves. crashing.down.on.me.over.and.over.agin.till.i'm.numb... the.thing.is.i.just.don't.care.enough.to.try.and.stop.being.like.this.. enough.i.can't.write.anymore.i'm.not.saying.what.i.want.to.

cali!!!
im writing this entry from my aunts computer in santa barbara california... i've been here since i think last saturday... JD and i flew up, and stopped at starbucks for the 1st time ever... it was pretty good but i don't think i coud get use to spending 5 bucks on a drink all the time... then we headed off to the beach for the next couple of days where i almost got a tan... ha!... did a lot of shopping ... blew seventy dollars on tank tops at macey's ...then wednesday we went to the angels VS. rangers baseball game where we were delighted to watch the angels kick butt... well.. the 1st hour was mostly spent listening to the drunk group of old guys next to us try and get women to come drink with them after the game...i got my first official baseball cap... then we came home... now you all know me as a tomboy and athlete... always wears jeans... hair in a ponytail and a T-shirt... well... over this trip i have gone against everything i stand for... I have: A. gotten a manicure and pedicure(on a side note.. this place was so funny... the ladies that did our nails were all vietnamese and stood no joke 4"10'... and omg the chairs that we sat in were massage chairs and omg i could have died right then and not know it cuz man!i was in heaven) B. Highlighted my hair C. Bought clothes i would never have considered to cover enough of my non-existant cleavage(ha!) D. bought lots of jewelry and E. walked around looking like "an abercrombie model"... we did do our running workouts at the college track a few blocks away... and the first day we did it there was apparently a group of college girls watching us the whole time and when we were finished they came up to us and said "wow! you girls are an inspiration to us, we wish we could run like you"... haha is that funnny or what... then there was dinner last night we went to this italian place, and my aunts friend priscilla came with us... man o man i have never laughed so much at dinner in my life... haha and i quote "craig(my trainer) always told me that if i couldn't carry a conversation while i am running, i am out of shape... well HELLO! why do you think i'm running in the first place!"... oh my god i think i almost peed my pants when i heard that... i can't think of anything else to add at the moment... but we're going out to dinner with priscilla again to night at a fancy resteraunt so i'm sure there will be something else to add tomorrow..(my god me in a dress at a fancy place... shoot i barely know which silverware to use... and watch me order like spaghetti and who knows what'll happen then... sheesh... i'm gonna stick out like a donkey on a subway train... ).. oh well.. .i think i'm gonna go now... we're about to go pick up tina and go out to the movies and lunch... i'll keep you posted... BTW i'm getting back to PC late saturday...

its been a while since i've updated i think... so to keep you posted,here are my current track PR's...100-0:12ish(13 in trainers), 200-0:27, 400-1:07, 800-2:40, 1600-6:12...(for non-runners thats the 1/16, 1/8, 1/4, 1/2, and 1 mile) but since thats all i evertalk about in my pita is running i'll change the subject... i can't wait to goto cali over break...JD iscomming too, and we re going to have loads of fun... i've been pretty conceited lately... i need to stop... thats all

help!
help me! my dad is leaving tomorrow morning and i don't know how i'm going to survive... i have to ride the bus in the morning..which, ok isn't that bad, but then theres the fact that i can't do anything either... as it is, evil lady wants to A. talk to daves parents and B. meet them C. have a reason, just so that i can go to my boyfriends house that i've been going over every weekend for over a month now???? why on earthwould i need a reason to see dave... its so much of a hassle i don't even think i'm going to go anymore... we see each other in school so its not too bad... but 3 weeks will have passed untill the next time we can get together outside of school... its not fair! -signed:underpriveliged P.S. i won the 200M today...

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